something that i lost

one day ago,its all about something great; my love, my pride, my victory, my glory, my dreams, my joy, my purpose, my last destination

but

now

nothing

nothing

i lost everything

i lost everything when i was sail,and i found the bermuda triangle

its real?

oh yeah,and i try go into the bermuda triangle

"hello,any one there?"

so dark

i have to make my decision.

her. i chose her over the others, she has won this heart. this mind. she has to be it. has to be.

from the midnite talks to the time that leads to her very first kiss.

me.

i guess it wasnt the wisest decision, but i surely had a good time, and i bet she had one too with me.

"yes,it's the bermuda triangle . i dont want to here . " i said to myself.

she built a city in my ruin just to watch it burn and see if i could escape.

na-ah.. scratch that, i dont blame her for anything.

so i left a note written on paper and marker, not pencil, that says,

"i will be back when the time is right, i will fix you, i will build you, i will take care of you, i will make you stronger, and i will make sure you'll never be lost again, ever"

now,the door was opened to me

it's the end of an era and a start for everything

now i understand something that i didnt understand before..

that all these times,


take notes that even i wont say again the words "i love you" ever again, i will always still do

have a good one,

T.T

feel : very high crush,crack,broken,dilapidated